Have you noticed that sometimes when you are sick you don't realize how sick you were until you are well? I am beginning to understand that I have not felt myself for quite a long time. Perhaps for at least a couple of years or longer. This last couple of weeks I have felt stronger and better than I have for a long time. I have gone on walks and hiked and had the energy to do things without just being exhausted. I have felt so much better than I have since the chemo began, chemo really made me sick and tired and weak and I was just existing, because that is the strength I had to do. I realize that now that I have had a two week reprieve.
I see the doctor today...... I know what he wants me to do.... at least 4 more chemo before my liver surgery. I am pondering and praying if that is what I should do. He will have the results of one specific test, my CEA, which can be an indicator of the chemo being effective against the cancer.

Decisions, decisions, decisions......there are so many things to decide...thank goodness for prayer, for the peace and comfort and inspiration that come from searching the scriptures and seeking the will of my Heavenly Father.